Log in

No account? Create an account
...striking resemblences make me utterly nauseous... [entries|archive|friends|userinfo]
...striking resemblences make me utterly nauseous.

[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]
[ archive | journal archive ]

..my new tat i got on 02/16/05.. [Mar. 9th, 2005|06:16 am]
...striking resemblences make me utterly nauseous.
[mood |ecstaticecstatic]
[music |The News]

Image hosted by Photobucket.com

...today is me and jeffrey's one year anniversary, biiig surprises in store for me, so he says! i cant wait!!...
linkpost comment

...hahahaha... [Mar. 8th, 2005|06:06 am]
...striking resemblences make me utterly nauseous.
[mood |thirstythirsty]
[music |Slipknot]

oh jeez, today was lots and lots of fun. me and ben were going out shopping at like noon to buy jeffrey and my year anniversary present. and i have no idea what i am going to get for him because he is a hard person to shop for and buys alot of stuff he wants for himself, so i was hoping things would just pop out at me while walking thru the mall, yea didnt happen, i only bought one thing and ben tryed to convince me to buy him doom 3 for his new computer but i knew he has a thing about computer games so i didnt waste my money. we left the mall and headed over to target. because i had to pick up one thing there, well they didnt have it and ben said we could go to walmart and see if they did, well it sounded like a great idea...until we are on street rd right across from kmart and having a conversation about "be cool" when ben goes "oh my god, my car" and he pulls into the center lane thingy, it dies and wont restart. he tried like 4 times and still nothing, so he calls his dad and tells him, meanwhile im thinking how completely unsafe it is for us to be just sitting there will mass amounts of traffic going by at warp speed so i tell him we should get out and stand on the sidewalk. lol, do you know how scary it is to get out of a car with traffic everywhere? lol, so i called jeff when ben was still on the phone with his dad and asked him to come pick us up and he tells me that he is lost in trenton somewhere because he wanted to go for a drive after school since we were shopping. and that it will take about an hour for him to get to us. so bens dad had a tow truck on the way and it was fine, i actually didnt mind waiting, which is strange because i am a very impatient person. so far "mary and ben's day of fun" wasnt all that hysterical. lol, it wasnt terrible, it was an adventure, but im sure we could both have thought of 800 million other things we would rather have been doing than lookin at his sad little la baron stuck in the middle of traffic. oh jeez i forgot to mention how angry i got at one point, lol. i call jeff and tell him and hes goes "push it off to the side". are ya fuckin kidding me, it is like mid day traffic there isnt like more than a 15 second period of no cars, its utterly impossible to do. besides, i dont have my license which means i would be the one pushing while ben steered, i was a little upset by this, haha. so there we are standing in the windy weather lol and ben was singing "red headed hoodie" or something by adam sandler and we are just chillin. kelly texts ben and says "what up" but ben was a little upset about his car and didnt text her back, so i called her back and we made plans to hang out tonite. so the tow truck guy gets there and he is older than moses but funny at the same time, and he tells us he wants us to drive with him because he doesnt know where he is going. so i called jeff and told him that we were going with the guy and he should just pick up kelly and meet us at bens house. so he hooks the car up and we are on our way! thank god! the tow truck driver called some woman driving a "dumb bitch" and then he was like "if she would have hit my truck..." and kinda trailed off. it was funny, he was super nice though. we get to bens house and the dude pulled his big ass truck into bens driveway like a pro, i was amazed and we get out and go in bens house and watch friends, and eat really "THICK" cheesecake. lol. i fell asleep sitting up watching friends waiting for jeff and kelly to get there. i was starving to death, because i thought we were going to eat as soon as we were done at walmart, boy was i wrong. so they got there and woke me up and we all got in the car. i wanted to go to great american because i had to have their baked potato soup and jeff didnt want to go there but everyone else did so me and him had a little thing in the car but he got over it with the quickness because he knew i was hungry and grumpy, lol. so we got there and kelly was playing this fun game of spinning her silverware and i wanted to try so i did and spun it way too hard and forks, knives and spoons went flying about the table, haha. "i didnt get one" lol. annnyway, the boys kept talking about video games and computer games and graphics so kelly and i started talking about makeup lol and mabeline. and she was like "i used to have maybeline, but my sister stole it, then i bought new stuff and my friend stole it and then i bought it one more time and i lost it" and i sang "maybe shes born with it, maybe she stole it from kelly" i thought that was hysterical. haha. ima nerd. anyway, we left and went to see "the pacifier" which by the way was fantastic. i loooved it, it was like good action without blood and hardcore violence exactly what i like and it was cute and sweet at the same time, a "family film" as ben likes to call it. anyway after that we couldnt figure out what to do so we just went driving and jeff had his heart set on west chester. which is fine with me because i think it is soooo pretty there. so in the car i decide to play a game. its like one person says on word and the next person says another word until it makes a really funny sentence. i cant even remmeber any of them now but they were funny as shit. so we fianlly get to west chester after being derailed a little and we end up on some street named "gay street" lol, so me in all my maturity make jokes, the kind of jokes no one finds funny but myself. in one of the store windows was the most beautiful wedding dresses i have ever seen in my entire life, i want to go buy it right now and keep it in my closet until i need it, its so fabulous. i made jeff drive around again so i could look at it on more time. after we drove around everyone was hungry but mcdonalds was closed and we decided to go to wawa. but right behind wawa was a wendys that was open until 1 and it was 12:56 so we hopped in the drive thru quickstyle. we ordered 7 burgers, chicken nuggets, two fries and a frosty. it was soooo funny. jeff was like "5 burgers, no 6 i mean 7 jr bacon cheeseburgers please" and the girl was like "7?!?"
we pulled over and ate it, it was loads of fun. then we decided to head home and on the way there we played another game that ben made up, well that he jacked from a friends episode. like one person says two words like "rain or snow" and the other person has to say which ever one they think of first..so it would go like this jeff: "apple or orange" and ben woud say without thinking "apple"
so this game was loads and loads of fun until someone asked me "jeff or ben" and i stuttered and was like "bb---jeff" oh man i think jeff was mad at me, it didnt even mean anything thought, its a retarded game. then, as if that wasnt bad enough someone asked me "tit or dick" and i yelled "TIT!" ugh, i dont even want to think about what happened after i said that. anyway i learned alot of valuable things tonite, it was hella fun!..when your driving with me, you better have the windows down for your own safety..
linkpost comment

..whoo whoo.. [Feb. 2nd, 2005|03:56 am]
...striking resemblences make me utterly nauseous.
[mood |tiredtired]
[music |..sex and the city..]

You are Bettie Page!
You're Bettie Page!

What Classic Pin-Up Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
linkpost comment

..oh jeez... [Jan. 22nd, 2005|04:49 am]
...striking resemblences make me utterly nauseous.
[mood |coldcold]
[music |watching cold creek manor]

..."who killed her pony"...
..i ask a serious question and anna erupts into laughter...aparently it was dale. hes a bastard....a glass bastard...
linkpost comment

...ah best song ever... [Jan. 18th, 2005|09:05 pm]
...striking resemblences make me utterly nauseous.
Smile, though your heart is breaking
Smile, even though it's aching
When there are clouds in the sky you'll get by
If you smile through your pain and sorrow
Smile, and maybe tomorrow
You'll find the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness
HIde every trace of sadness
Although a tear maybe ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use in crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just smile

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use in crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just smile
linkpost comment

...striking resemblences make me utterly nauseous... [Jan. 11th, 2005|05:01 am]
...striking resemblences make me utterly nauseous.
..i am litterly sick to my stomach, i could puke all over this screen..what happens in the past stays in the past, but when i realize it, i get physically ill. i feel as if ive been cheated, when that is no where near the case at all. i cant write anyone far too many things to take into consideration, i want to cry, i want to cry until im picked up and taken care of.
..today jeff had a great "surprise day" planned for me. he woke me up and i got ready and we got in the car. he stopped and got us breakfast cause it was a long drive. we were on 95 until downtown and he handed me a piece of paper. the directions were pointing to the franklin institute. omg i was freakin out. i have wanted to go to the titianic exhibit since forever and its closing soon so i was getting sad. we got there finally ::i got us lost again:: and it was amazing. there was a replica of the grand staircase and jeff started slow dancing with me right there..so unbelievably romantic i wanted to break down and cry, i love him, i love him with everythig i have and everything i am, i never even imagined someone like him exisisted.
linkpost comment

...i only sing on days i spend with you... [Jan. 7th, 2005|06:00 am]
...striking resemblences make me utterly nauseous.
[mood |draineddrained]
[music |...50 first dates...]

long and stressful nite, dont feel like talking about it. work sucked poor denise was sick and couldnt come in which made my night not so fun. i love when i work with denise, shes fun and makes me laugh and understands the concept of "customer assistants at the register" which makes it all the more worthwhile. im sad today whcich is understandable but not for the reasons i should be. im watchin "50 first dates" and its good, but sad. deffinatly one of my favorites. its a movie i would want to watch with jeff but he wouldnt wanna watch it or we would end up falling asleep before the openeing credits were over. why even try? anna and i have been talking about watching "romeo and juliet" since she got it for easter. EASTER! since that time i couldnt find 2 hours to cuddle up with my sister to watch a movie. its still in the freakin wrapper for shit's sake. i wish i didnt have to work every single weekend.

Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy

Wouldn't it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice
linkpost comment

..ugh...its the most disatisfying time of the year... [Dec. 9th, 2004|04:22 am]
...striking resemblences make me utterly nauseous.
[mood |determined]
[music |the tv]

best buy, kmart, walmart, circuit city and electronic boutique...these stores all mean one thing to me...SOLD OUT OF XBOX! everyone, everywhere is fuckin sold out of the one christmas present my boyfriend asked for...im seriously considering ordering it from another country and paying $96.98 for shipping and handling. its not even a new system how the fuck can they be sold out?! i swear to god if i see that "SOLD OUT" blinking sign on one more website im going to throw this computer out of the window. of course im the asshole who waits until December 9th to buy christmas presents. i have bought 4 so far, 2 for my mom, 1 for my sister and i bought a little thing online for jeff and im not even sure it will be here before christmas, they didnt offer rush delivery and it said 15-21 business days until it is atleast even shipped. jeff is done his shopping for me and apparently went WAY over his spending limit. im so upset. its our first christmas together and ive already fucked it up. plus me and jeff are buying a joint present for ben and guess what?! SOLD OUT! i looked in two stores and now jeff is scouring the internet for his present. my mom is pretty easy to shop for. i bought her a "dont feed phil" shirt because her favorite shot is viva la bam and its her favorite episode. i watched it like 4 times with her and i caught her watching it alone like twice. i orginally bought the first season on dvd for me. but i guess now its hers. anna on the other hand "the girl who has everything" its ridiculous. i got her one present so far and it was a playboy throw blanket because her dream is to be one of "Hef's girls" gross. jeff bought her the lamp and ben is buying her the matching pillow. her room is going to be nothing but bunnies everywhere. she is so obsessed she used to hang her thongs and bras on the ceiling fan because she saw a show and they do that at the playboy mansion. want i really really want for christmas is a yorkie. but i cant have one because jeff is highly allergic to dogs. ::tear tear:: its ok..its probably better that way im never home. but annnyway..i bowled a 191 a 201 and something else i cant remmeber tonite..aces for me!!!!
linkpost comment

(no subject) [Oct. 10th, 2004|04:01 am]
...striking resemblences make me utterly nauseous.
[mood |chipperchipper]

...the icp show was friday...so amazing...ben and jeff were hypin it up so bad i was like "its gonna suck"..but it really didnt...i would say it was the best concert that i ever went to, but your 1st concert is always the best and im not takin anything away from bsb..so anyway...shaggy's stage presece was inducing amnesia upon me...at first i was like basically at bar with ben and jeff and then shit started to get nuts and ben got pushed like away from us and there were so many people and everyone was pushing it was hard to breathe and i had everyones sweat on me..it was gross..but i was determined to stay up there...i made it thru f.i.l.t.h.e.e immigrants and esham but i couldnt take it anymore..ben went in the back and jeff told me i could go with him but i HAD to be up there to see abk...but like 5 mins later i pussy-ed out and i was like i cant handle it anymore...so i pushed thru the millions of people and finally found ben..thank god cause i didnt wanna stand alone the whole time...there was this little girl next to me and she was crying hysterically and i felt bad...im glad i got out of there though cause when i was standing in the back every fuckin crowd surfer was where i was standing..and jeff was like if i push your head down, dont question it just do it...so i started getting scared and left..i knew that if i stayed up there with him the whole time he wouldnt have had fun because he was hardcore pretecting me the whole time and i wanted him to enjoy himself rather than be scared about me gettin hurt the whole time..so i was in the back and saw abk which i was a little upset about because i think i was nmore excited to see him instead of icp...no, maybe not, i deffinatly like him just as much...anyway...me and ben were chillen in the back..not that far back, but far enough so we wouldnt get hurt...and then the lights went off and fuckin violent j comes out with a badass robe on and a mules head on a stick and then i turned to ben right before shaggy's part and he was like "he's coming" and i screamed "I KNOW! because hes one of the sexist men ever...and i heard his voice and saw him and i was like stunned..i mean not just my mouth hangin open but in complete awe..i knew every word to the song but i was so stunned i couldnt remember anything..it was nuts...so right after the last song me and ben started walkin towards the back to go to the car cause thats were we all decided to meet...and jeff comes running past us and hes like "COME ON" now this boy...who just a few hours ago had perfect makeup..i mean perfect no flaw makeup...and a clean white tee...when he came out his makeup was ALL kinds of fucked up...it was everywhere on his shirt...everywhere..he was soaked and smelled like root-beer, fruit punch, and coke. his shirt was gross..he was so soaked in faygo...ugh...but anyway..the show was hot as hell...im goin..
link3 comments|post comment

(no subject) [Oct. 7th, 2004|03:48 am]
...striking resemblences make me utterly nauseous.
[mood |coldcold]
[music |Watching a Movie]

..i got the icp concert on friday, im all kinds of excited..
linkpost comment

[ viewing | most recent entries ]
[ go | earlier ]